LOVE
Thursday 21 June 2012 | 06:39 | 0 Rain[s]
“-Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around.
-You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more.
-You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you.
-When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement.
-They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself.
-Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful.
-There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around.
-You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are.
-The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever.
-Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again.
-Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all.
-A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face.
-In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby.
-Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you.
-You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do.
-Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon.
-You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. -You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you.
-You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end.
-Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”
credit to Bob marley :)
SORRY
Tuesday 19 June 2012 | 07:50 | 0 Rain[s]
Turning 18
Tuesday 20 December 2011 | 16:06 | 0 Rain[s]
Yes i'm 18 TODAY. Yes i can marry him because i'm 18 already. Yes 18 makes u feel old. Yes i feel like i'm responsible for all i've done and everything i will do in my future. Yes i feel like from now on i can't depend on others to make decision and choices. Yes i do feel i have a right over myself without being told what to wear and what to avoid. Yes i know i love my family. Yes i know i love him. Yes i know i love my dear friends. Thanks for the wishes :)
Does heart have time to bleed ?
| 00:58 | 0 Rain[s]
I have a heart. And i know u have 1 too. Mungkin heart ni boleh diversikan dalam beberapa maksud. Tapi kali ni perasaan. Aku maybe nampak tak peduli. Tapi those that i left behind i tell u sometimes i'm still thinking of them. They used to be someone important in my life. They used to be the shoulder i cried on. they used to be the ones who i shared my happy news with. We share our tears and we share our happiness. And at last, i dont know whose fault was it because it had come to an end.Whatever it is.. i wish all the best to u :)
Countdown meninggalkan Sandakan
Thursday 23 June 2011 | 16:53 | 0 Rain[s]
Assalamualaikum!!
Air mata mengalir. Hingus meleleh. Mata bengkak macam panda. Muka sembap.
Pipi aku yang boleh kira tembam sejak sebulan lalu dah semakin cengkung.
Oh tidak!! I hate this!!
beria-ria nak jadi fisio tapi at last takut juga nak pergi. Sedih juga. Sayu juga.
4 hari lagi nak fly dah pergi Selangor.
Maybe 2 hari gitu stay kat rumah keluarga then kena lapor diri.
Start lah kehidupan aku sebagai penduduk asrama.
Nasib la handphone bley bawa and boleh keluar suka hati (suka hati ka?)
To my family. Thanks for all the support.
Sanggup bayar mahal2 semata2 mau temankan aku ke sana.
Support money untuk baju2 semua..
Carikan aku lappy tuk buat kerja yang bakal bertimbun.
Beri aku semangat and dorongan walaupun adik aku kata dia xkan rindu aku. Kononlaaa..
Yang penting terima kasih banyak. I love you semua!!
Abah,Mama, Gie2, Ucu, Wawa'a, Bapa, yayang, Yayan, Ujang semua2 la..TQ!!!!
2 my bbie..TQ 2 u too.
Tahan saja perangai yang macam bangang ney.
Sensitif nak mampus!!
Kata abah aku macam orang yang nak menopous.
Eleh jadi wanita pun belum nak menopous pula..
Walau raga kita terpisah jauh,
Namun hati kita selalu dekat,
Bila kau rindu pejam matamu,
Dan rasakan aku...
Aishiteru bie!!
To my besties.
kau ingat yaa..
tahun depan saya tunggu kau di Shah Alam tu..hehe..
Tq jua atas semua yang kaw tolong2 yaa..
Apa2 pun doakan aku berthan di sana yaa..
Aminnn...
15 Hari Lagi ♥
Thursday 16 June 2011 | 00:11 | 0 Rain[s]
Assalamualaikum.
Ni nak cerita sikit. Aktiviti hidup sebelum meninggalkan Sandakan bumiku yang cukup2 aku cinta ini. 15/6 means kemarin laa. Kena pergi taklimat.
Bla-bla-bla..... On the way nak pulang aku tengoklah senarai nama pelajar pantai timur Sabah ni.
Guess what?? Fisio aku sorang saja!!
Best giler....
Hairanlah juga pemberi taklimat tu pasal ramai yang tak dapat surat.
Habis saja terus pulang. Tidur Zzzzzz sampai jam 5 petang terbangun pula dengar bunyi hon van pos laju.. Nak tau aku dapat mana??
Sungai Buloh, Selangor.
Aku tak pernah sorang apalagi nak ke jejakkan kaki kat selangor tu..tak pernah!!
Gara2 nak bekejar terpaksa pergi medical checkup hari ni.
X-ray, drug test, blood test,dental, mata..
Geli aku tengok darah ke warna merah pekat..aiyer..
Finally siap!! hahaha walaupun kena minum sampai setengah liter air and tahan geli..
tomorrow pula kena ambil sijil berhenti sekolah terus fotostat banyak..
Bye Sandakan.. I love you!!
But i love u more my besties and bbie and last but not least my family!!
mmmmmmuuuuuaaaahhhh!!
Waiting In Silence Is Painful
Friday 10 June 2011 | 19:21 | 0 Rain[s]
Assalamualaikum w.b.t.
Menunggu memang sangat menyeksakan. Lebih seksa daripada tangan yang terkena percikan minyak goreng ikan dalam kuali tu.
Apa pasallah surat tawaran aku tak sampai lagi. Korang nak aku ambik ujian Kimia tu dulu ke?
Tempat latihan pun tak tahu lagi. Aiyer..bosan tahu aku tunggu menatang tu.
berdebar-debar tiap hari buat aku sakit perut saja.
Cuti dalam dua minggu ney?? Nothing interesting happen. Aku jumpa mmy lagi dan bakal adik ipar. Kerja aku selain bina badan atas katil adalah siapkan crosswords dalam buku adik aku. Nice..ketara sangat tak tahu nak buat apa dah.
Nak keluar pun tak tahu nak ke mana. Abang konduktor pun dah hafal muka aku asyik jalan saja kerja. Oh abang posmen!! Hantarlah surat tawaran aku tu!!!
Oh ya!! By the way. Siapa-siapa berminat dengan novel saya cadangkan novel ni yer.
Gaya dia jenis santai so tak lah sakit kepala membacanya.
Romantik dan santai.
Bukan jenis romantik yang buat anda rasa nak muntah OK?
Dah lama ada novel ney baru nak promote sekarang. Haha..
Sebelum merapu lebih banyak lebih baik undur diri dulu..
bye!!!!